We have lost contact with reality, the simplicity of life.
You have to take risks. We will only understand the miracle of life fully when we allow the unexpected to happen.
The wise are wise only because they love. Fools are fools only because they think they can understand love.
No one should ever ask themselves that: why am I unhappy? The question carries within it the virus that will destroy everything. If we ask that question, it means we want to find out what makes us happy. If what makes us happy is different from what we have now, then we must either change once and for all or stay as we are, feeling even more unhappy.
You are someone who is different, but who wants to be the same as everyone else. And that in my view is a serious illness. God chose you to be different. Why are you disappointing God with this kind of attitude?