Where can we go to find God if we cannot see Him in our own hearts and in every living being.
Hanuman, the devotee of Rama, said: When I identify myself with the body, O Lord, I am Thy creature, eternally separate from Thee. When I identify myself with the soul, I am a spark of that Divine Fire which Thou art. But when I identify myself with the Atman, I and Thou art one.
You have to grow from the inside out. None can teach you, none can make you spiritual. There is no other teacher but your own soul.